Everyday I wake up, feeling amazingly pissed off. Why did I sleep so long, why am I still laying here. Is the doctors diagnoses of me having narcolepsy real? I don’t know, but I do know after laying around for a couple hours till the afternoon. I feel motivated , driven, angry, but yet, I let this drive fade. Like it’s unwanted. I always tell myself I want this drive. When I get it… I look passed it as a burden. I can’t even utilize my own abilities. I must utilize this opportunity.