It’s been strange without, difficult to say the least. Life’s been off track… I have so many promises to myself to everyone, but I’m honestly scared. I wish you were here so you can keep me together. I didn’t know much about your secret past, I know did you a lot of drugs, and I forgive you. I loved you for who you are, and it never mattered what you did or looked liked. I just wanted to be a part of you. A part of your life. I miss you deeply, and probably forever.